I have so much to upload unto my flickr account but I don't have the time as usual. :o( I am sure the photos I will upload would be loved by my relatives . Let's see tomorrow. I miss him all the way all the time and I just wish he will never be gone.

The days that never came again

I miss those times when I had so much to spend in writing. My thoughts are still filled with so much of him but I really do hope I could put them in words before they disappear through an endless cycle of uninspired moments at work. I miss those days when looking out of the window made me smile... those days when airplanes brought him knocking at my door. I miss having reasons why I should leave work early. I miss scrambling out of bed when my phone rang in the middle of the night. I miss all about us.

There goes the number one in my list

A new year has begun and like before I wouldn't write down my new year's resolutions but I would still remember them in my head. I would know what I would want to do and what I would like to happen but I always have troubles trying to be true to them once they get into the list. Naturally, "not thinking about him anymore" was one of them. Hahaaa. There at least you know why I still write about him now. I don't think i could jettison the man from my life that easy. Nothing was ever too easy with him anyway. How are you doing my love?