Home, sick with high fever. All I saw is his face again and again and again. i miss him

Someone watches over you always.

The Guardians by terraincognita11th

I haven't been in here for more than a week and I did not have the chance to write down anything I thought of in the days I was away. But it doesn't mean I haven't been inspired at all by thought of him. He has always been in my mind- the ancient person of my heart. Sometimes like this girl, I could feel the guardians looking over me and making sure my beautiful memories are all secured in my hands.

I just came across some stock photos that I have saved in my laptop for quite some time already. I no longer know who the bird-lady and the red-riding-hood photos belong too, therefore, I cannot give proper credits to the owner of the stock. But this is how my mind goes today. I have some story in my head, only I could not write them down as I am running out of time.

News makes me sad. I surely do hope you and your family are safe po. I can't believe this is happening where you are now. It simply is unusual. But then I pray you are safe my love. I look into the news and see people's faces. I do miss you but I don't hope to see you in any way in the news. Take good care. I Love you

And so the new year came and went and nothing new has been happening in my life yet. I still do the same things I do and think of the same things I think about. I wish sometimes I could just change that as it hinders me from going any more farther. I would like to look at the meadows and see what is actually there than be locked in the past with the things I could never anymore change. My memories comprise of the same old things and I choose to dwell in the ones that are completely welded and unchangeable. So sad but I know I can change that. When?- that's the question. I don't know how to answer it.

Places that belong to you

I saw Queensland in deep s@#t yesterday. I just really hope you are ok, my love.