There goes the number one in my list

A new year has begun and like before I wouldn't write down my new year's resolutions but I would still remember them in my head. I would know what I would want to do and what I would like to happen but I always have troubles trying to be true to them once they get into the list. Naturally, "not thinking about him anymore" was one of them. Hahaaa. There at least you know why I still write about him now. I don't think i could jettison the man from my life that easy. Nothing was ever too easy with him anyway. How are you doing my love?