Summoning the Winds

And so the new year came and went and nothing new has been happening in my life yet. I still do the same things I do and think of the same things I think about. I wish sometimes I could just change that as it hinders me from going any more farther. I would like to look at the meadows and see what is actually there than be locked in the past with the things I could never anymore change. My memories comprise of the same old things and I choose to dwell in the ones that are completely welded and unchangeable. So sad but I know I can change that. When?- that's the question. I don't know how to answer it.